As I went to my retreat this past weekend for work, on of our devotions we got asked the question, what is you holding you back from fullfilling the call that God has place on your life? and we had to draw a picture....and that is how mine came out....on the left side it is showing how I am now, holding on to my past and not allowing god to shine through me. I sometimes do not want to let go and let God take control.........and it leaves me feeling down and honestly I feel like I carry my burdends...by not being in his word and spending the time that I need in order to be the Women of God that he has called me to be.

on the right side it is showing me as being fully emersed in Gods glory, by "standing on his holy ground". by reading and growing closer to God... as I am letting Gods glory shine out of me, people are gatherd around me that I am going to serve in some way, because they can see christ through me.

I feel as thought this is what God is saying for me to do..to fully give my self to him by sacraficing it all...and to take time in his word to grow closer...so that I can fullfill the purpose that Jesus has for me!!!!

So I am praying that I can become the Women that God designed me to be.... I want to fullfill my purpose on this earth.... God please continue to heal me and draw me closer to you!!