I will carry you

Life goes on... it has been a hard month...We miss our sweet Angel boy but we know he is no longer in pain, Anthony is in the best place ever! he is with Jesus and with that I am fine..I just miss him a lot, I often think of the many adventures and fun times that we had with Anthony. Although we spent the past two years in and out of the hospital it is a journey and a choice that I would never take back... Anthony Wesley changed my life, he showed me how to love and to preserver... Anthony showed me how to be a better person. although I cannot hold his earthly body again I know he is an angel watching over us.. he is in no more pain... and although it sucks while I am on earth there will be a day where I will enter heavens gate to see him standing there yelling "SISSY"...

Although he is Gone from earth he is not forgotten... I miss you sweet baby... and I am so glad that I took off this summer to spend three months with him!! it is a decision that I know God had planned out because if I didn't get to spend time with him like I did this summer I would have guilt...and I don't because I was able to take a full summer off and focus on loving sweet Anthony...

Although I am not Anthony's mom this song has always touched me even before he passed away but now that I listened to it last night I started to cry because it is exactly how I feel.....