wow..I think I forgot to post or something.. but anyways.. Mr, Feisty is 3 years old today!!! it is amazing.. his heart is doing REALLY good.. Praise GOD!! for that..he doesn't have to go back to the heart DR until May..... :)...
It is amazing that he is 3, he has been through so much this year, but I see God working in his Young life, allowing him to just be a kid.. it is amazing to see God work in his life.. I love him aloe..he is pretty much the most amazing Mr, feisty..and not to mention he now says my name..which is a big deal for a three year old who doesn't really talk, except now he is starting to talk ALOT now..so it is fun... hearing him say new words.. :P......
So school has been really good I love my classes!! I was sitting in my 250 person lecture today, and all of a sudden it just hit me how much God has blessed me, how he has given me the opportunity to get an education...and how fast life goes....all of I sudden I was thinking wow, I am going to be a junior in college next year..I remember when I was a junior in high school... it his me, that God has continually taken care of me, I am not hungry, I have a roof over my head, I can buy 400 dollars worth of text books each quarter, I don't know how it is done..when I don't work, I just go to school and fully rely on God to provide all of what I need..and in 2 years of being in college there has never been a moment that I have not been cared for... never a moment that I am without what is needed... it is hard to fully rely on God with everything trusting that he will take care of all my needs, but he does...and that is why today I have felt BLESSED... I have felt so loved by Jesus, like he is reaching down and saying "Daughter, I am proud of you, for doing what I have called you to do, it has not been easy, but through these hard times you have been taken care of, never will I leave you, never will I forsake you"... there is nothing better than a reminder from Jesus, showing us how blessed we truly are......
Tonight, I was listening to Jeremy Camp's new CD, and started listening to one of his songs called There will be a Day, it is pretty much amazing! here are the words:
There Will Be A Day lyrics
I try to hold
on to this world with everything
I have But I feel the weight of what it brings,
and the hurt that tries to grab
The many trials that seem to never end,
His word declares this truth,that we will
enter in this rest with wonders anew
(Pre-Chorus)
But I hold on to this hope and the promise
that He brings That there will be a place
with no more suffering(
Chorus)
There will be a day with no more tears,
no more pain, and no more fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place,
will be no more, we'll see Jesus face to face
But until that day, we'll hold on to you
always I know the journey seems so long
You feel you’re walking on your own
But there has never been a step
Where you’ve walked out all alone
Troubled soul don’t lose your heart
Cause joy and peace he brings
And the beauty that’s in store
Outweighs the hurt of life’s sting
(Pre-Chorus)
(Chorus)
I can’t wait until that day where
the very one I’ve lived for
always will wipe away the sorrow that
I’ve faced To touch the scars
that rescued me from a life of
shame and misery this is
why this is why I sing
(Chorus)
This song is amazing, it brings so much peace and hope..and as we are getting closer and closer, to transplant.....knowing that no matter what happens, Jesus, has a plan for A-mans life,..
