Anthony wesley James,
You were an amazing boy, it seems as though time goes on without you the further I feel from you... I wish that I could rewind time to hold you just one last time.I wish that I could time travel back to last summer. I wish that I could sing with you down down Elmo, one last time. Sweet boy I miss you more than ever right now, not a day goes by that I don't think of you. When I graduated last Saturday I looked up to the sky and said "Anthony, this is for you little brother". you are a miracle that touched so many lives I can't even begin to imagine.
As we move out of this house we keep finding little reminders that you were alive and that you lived here. I found a syringe of some of your medicines, it was Clonidine because I could tell by the color, we found syringes filled with saline, flashlights, Elmo books, and your wubbanubs.. Anthony you were here and you lived an amazing life full of joy and love for all those around you. It is nice to find those little items because it is a reminder that you were here not to long ago and I am not going to lie by saying that I have a few of them stored away in my Anthony box that sits next to my bed. Sweet boy I miss you sooooo much its hard to leave this house because there are so many memories of you and our family.... Although you are not here I know those many amazing times we had together wont be taken away from me I will always remember you and the times we had at this house....
I miss you and love you lots...
