Everyday...

Everyday I think of my brother Anthony.
Everyday I am reminded that he is not here
Everyday I feel the memory's and precious moments that we had together slip from my memory
Everyday I think of my brother Anthony
Everyday I hear people tell me and my family to get over it
Everyday I wish that I could go back in time, just so I could spent one more moment, one more second with Anthony
Everyday I think of my Brother Anthony, not a day has gone by the past 15 months that I have not thought about him

I sometimes find videos on my phone that show a glimpse into a moment with Anthony, its all I have of Anthony left...I get to hear his voice and remember that he was alive...It is also a reminder that a piece of my heart is missing..

The videos show me at a time when my heart was whole. Until I see Anthony again my heart will never be healed.. Everyday that I am alive I may be reminded of my Brother, Everyday it is a process of knowing that he is okay....



Anthony I miss you so much sweet boy...