New time in life...that is where I am at..Growing up.......I am leaving my childish ways...and I am learning to love myself so that I can love others better...........my parents are leaving in 13 months to move away to canada if god permits it.........and I am scared..but I am also okay with it.........I know it is where they are being called..but yet I am going to miss them.........I feel like I am in the middle but I have to let go of my whole life.....it is hard.........next year I am moving home to spend all the time I can with them and learn from them.....I still learn from them.....I am sad to not watch Charlie grow up and be there for it all...but somehow I am okay with that.....okay with letting them go........but it is hard......... I am doing alot better this quarter... I quit my job...it was an interesting house to work for..but I feel so free..and that I can fully focus on my studys and have more time to be with people, which is what I missed out on last quarter... Oh am I ever so excited for this summer... I am going to be on break and hopefully working for the church as a counselor...it was the easiest job because I just told pastor that I wanted the job and wanted to help out..and he said ok!! I love it..and I know I have God favor in all this..do I know what is going to happen in my future?? NO! I dont....I am just living day to day......and wanted to have more of CHRIST in my life...so that I can show others him thru my everyday actions.......honestly I cant wait to see what happens.......to see how it all plays out...but for now......I just live and breath my school text books!!!! just to say about $450 dollars to be exact.....